Words.

I have so many things to say, so many words to write, so many random ideas & for some no words to describe how I feel.

First things first, I HATE BOYS. Ha, well not really. Considering, I'm like 16--going to be 17 in a week :)-- of course I have boy drama. Some of which is not necessary. All I have to say is: they are confusing ass creatures. I've tried time and time again to understand the gears of their brains, and so far I have not succeeded. But besides understanding their brains, its even HARDER to understand mine! I don't know why I do the things I do, or say the things I say but when it comes down to it, I end up doing or saying those things. I never regret, but my actions do sometimes bite me in the ass. I was having a talk with a good friend, and he made me realize many things. Thank you.

Secondly, tomorrow is my Grandma's birthday. I know that I always blog about her, but sometimes it just seems so unavoidable. I somehow think that Grandma has a computer up in Heaven and she reads my blogs. :)
82 years ago tomorrow, a beautiful, amazing, woman was brought into this world with a purpose. That purpose was to touch the lives of others &  bring a smile upon faces. This was succeeded. My Grandma never failed to put a smile on my face, and she never failed to change me for the better. I've said so many times before that she is the reason why I am the person I am today, & I mean that with all my heart. She made me strong & her death has also made me strong. I miss her with everything with in me. I love you Grandma, Happy Birthday to a beautiful woman <3