I like this.

When I was cleaning out my drawers the other day, I found all my stuff that I use to write. And I found something that really intrigued me.
It didn't have a title, just a date. It was all crumpled but the words had so much meaning, I was so surprised that I wrote this.

 6/13/09

 Like a little girl I start writing your name on my paper, I write it oh so nicely, in pretty handwriting and seal it with a heart. The heart is there to represent love and possibly a feeling of togetherness. I seem to think this heart can't be broken. Although in the back of my mind bites the insecurities, soon taking over my head. With everything that goes wrong I give myelf abuse that I think will do justice. What is wrong with me? I think that question and in fact I'm not even sure if it can be answered. Everything seems to be wrong and soon your glittery words take over my heart. I have fell to hard. I practically break everything in me, but with the strength I do have, I set myself up and i dust myself off. My soft exterior soon becomes very hard and the glitter is soon washed away. I am left with bruises, scrapes, and scars. But most of all I am left with this situation. The blurryness and confusion. I know that from now on I do not seek glittery words but rather dull, so I can find the glitter inside of you. Call me crazy but I am glad that I fell for you, it gave me a chance to pick myself up on my own. I have now learned my own strength and I know what I am capable of all because of my fall. I believe you have helped me grow up a little and I hope you know what you are missing out on. For now, I will not hate but with time I might come to realize that your actions are deserving of some kind of disgust.

If you couldn't tell, its about a boy. Ew.

"I'll count the hours having just one wish, if I'm doing fine then theres no point to this."